aku tak berdaya

masa yang terindah

kini semua telah berakhir 

karena kau berubah

tak seperti dulu lagi

sampai kapan kamu sering menyalahi hatiku

tak pernah kau tahu begitu sakitnya aku

kau anggap diriku

melihatku dengan sebelah mata

dilema untuk diriku 

mencintaimu mengerti kamu

biarkanku bersalah di depan mukamu

selalu kau membenarkan apa katamu

cintamu membuatku sedih dan tak berdaya

namunku terlanjur cinta

jadian

aku suka dia 

tapi aku xtahu untuk bilang kepadanya bila aku suka

jatuh cinta kepadanya

dia cinta yang pertama 

dia yang bisa membuat aku

merasa tertekan berdebar di dada

diam saat mengingatnya

bulan tolong katakan 

bintang bantu bisikkan kepada dirinya

kalau aku mahu menjadi kekasihnya

aku yakin diriku

nanti pasti membuatnya 

suka kepadaku cinta kepadaku

dan kita akan jadian

harapan

bicara mimpi itu

mengheret ku ke dasar

gelap tanggannya menggapai tanganku

dan munculnya dirimu

dipinggir laman itu

hangatmu menyambut ku kembali

dan ku mengerti 

mengapa masih berdiri

hadirnya siang berteman mentari

dan ku bersama

bintang malam mu mencari kasih ku

harapan

harapan menjadi layu

ingin ku bahgia bersama

menjadi kenangan 

memburu impian masa kita selamanya

dan angin kan memanggil 

bagai ada musafir

hadirnya pergi tiada berjani

mungkin seketika

ku merasa cintanya

bagai dibelai mimpi sempurna

dan taman ini 

tak bererti dan bersemi

tiada indah tanpa mu disini

dan ku jejaki

walau hanya secebis kasihmu 

hatiku..

meratap setinggi gunung 

pasti ku mencari bitangnya 

menjadi cahaya 

menyinar impian hidup kita selamanya

we are young

give me a second i,

i need to get my story straight 

my friends are in the bathroom geeting higher than the empire state

my lover she's waiting for me just across the bar

my seats been taken by some sunglasses asking bout a scar and

i know i gave it to u months ago

i know u're trying to forget

but between the drinks and subtle things

the holes in my apologies u know

im trying hard to take it back 

so if by the time the bar closes 

and u feel like falling down

i carry u home

tonight..we are young

so let's set the world fire

we can burn brighter than the sun

now i know im not

all that u got

i guess that i, i just thought

maybe we could find new ways to fall apart

but our friends are back 

so lets raise a cup 

cause i found someone to carry me home

carry me home tonight..

just carry me home tonight..

the world is on my side 

i have no reason to run

so will someone come and carry me home tonight

the angel never arrived

but i can hear the choir

so will someone come and carry me home

so if the bar closes 

and u falling down 

i'll carry u home tonight

somebody that i used to know

now and then i think of when we were together

like when u said u felt so happy u could die

told my self that u were right for me

but felt so lonely in ur company

but that was love and it's an ache i still remember

u can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

like resignation to the end, always the end

so when we found that we could not make sense

well u said that we would still be friends

but u didn't have to cut me off

make it like it never happened and we were nothing

and i dont even need ur love

but u treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough

no u did'nt have to stop so low

have ur friends collect ur records and then change ur number

i guess i dont need that though

now u're just somebody that i used to know

now and then i think of all the times u screwed me over

but had me believing it was lways something that i'd done

but i dont wanna live that way 

reading into every word u say

u said that u could let it go

and i wouldn't catch u hung up on somebody that i used to know

merisik khabar

terkapar kapar ku kelemasan 

sakit dilambung ombak kerinduan

di dalam tidur di dalam jaga

diburu oleh mimpi yang serupa

mengapa aku jadi tidak menentu keranamu..

ku menyusuri jalan berliku

membiarkan hari hari berlalu

tiada salam tiada pesan

memaksa diri untuk melupakan

namun wajahmu bermain di mataku tiap waktu

malam ku suram siang ku kelam

ku kegelisahan mencari cari

kemana pergi harga diri ini

bertanyakan berita merisik khabar 

mendengar cerita melaluinya

kau ku hampiri tiap hari

bersama luka di hati..

mengapa aku jadi tidak menentu keranamu... 

selamat hari bapa!

lagu cinta utk abah!

lagu tuk abah..

thanx 4 not showing me ur love!!

"malam ku tidur xlena teringatkan dirimu

terimbas kembali kenangan lalu 

alangkah indahnya bersamamu

mengalir airmataku menemani malam sepiku

ku rindu saat bersamamu sukarnya untuk ku melupakanmu

dahulu engkau berikan cinta mengapa kini engkau berubah

manakah janji akan setia menanti 

jikalau engkau xlagi cinta katakan saja ak xkesah

dari kau terus membuat ku menunggu

takku sangka takku duga perpisahan yang akan melanda 

dah ku cuba pertahankan namun dirimu pergi jua

cintamu bagaikan rembulan 

yang hadir bila malam menjelang

kau hilang bila siang mendatang

begitulah sikapmu..

kau lontar cintaku di tepian 

ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan 

yang lemas di dalam percintaan

dipukul gelombang keresahan"

I WANT SOMEONE WHO JUST WANTS TO BE NEAR ME..

TO WHISPER IN MY EAR,TO HOLD MY HAND,TO PUT MY HAIR BACK BEHIND MY EAR WHEN IT FALLS FRONT. TO WRAP ME IN HIS ARMS AND TELL ME HE LOVE ME.

I LOVE U DAD!~  

T__T

tak bisa memiliki

apakah yang engkau cari..tak kau temukan di hatiku

apakah yang engkau inginkan ..tak dapat lagi ku penuhi

begitulah aku..fahamilah aku..

mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna..tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku

mungkin aku tak bisa memiliki..dirimu seumur hidupku.. 

your guardian angel

when i see ur smile 

tears run down my face

i can't replace

and now that im strong i have figured out

how this world turns cold n it breaks through my soul

and i know i'll find deep inside me 

i can be the one

i will never let u fall

i'll stand up with u forever

i'll be there for u through it all

even if saving u sends me to heaven

it's ok..

seasons are changing n waves are crashing

n stars are falling all for us

days grow longer and nights grow shorter

i can show u i'll be the one

coz u are my

u are my true love 

my whole heart 

please dont throw that away

coz im here for u

please dont walk away n 

please tell me u'll stay...

use me as u will 

pull my strings just for thrill

n i know i'll be okay

though my skies are turning gray

jaga selalu hatimu ~

kau jaga selalu hatimu

saat jauh dariku

tunggu aku kembali..

mencintaimu aku tenang

memilikimu aku ada di setiap 

kau membuka mata

merindukanmu selalu ku rasakan

selalu memelukmu penuh cinta

itu yg slalu aku inginkan

kau mampu membuatku tersenyum 

dan kau bisa membuat nafasku lebih bererti..

kau jaga selalu hatimu

saat jauh dariku

tunggu aku kembali

ku mencintaimu selalu

menyayangimu sampai akhir menutup mata...

just leave me alone

DONT TRY TO FIND ME WHEN :-

- u love someone else-

- u dont need me-

- u dont love me-

- u hate me-

- u ignore me-

- u cheat me-

.i will hate u forever n ever.

my silence is my pain

bila ak MARAH

= aku akan diam ja xkata pa..

bila ak SAKET ATY

= pon aku diam 1000 bhasa..

bila ak MELUAT

= ak diam jugak n wat xtaw ja..

bila ak FEDUP

= ak diam,diam & trus diam n ang wat la apa ang suka..not my bussines anymore

tah apa2

tingat ak zaman2 dlu ney..

masa tyme2 yahoo massenger dlu ney..

pnah gak ar ak jd cm gmbr kat ats ney kn..

nyamar jd laki..

bila pmpuan tu nk webcam,mula la glabah..

1001 alasan la ak bagi..hahaha..

cian pmpuan uh kan..

la ni xtaw la hilang mna...

Everything I Do , I Do It For You

look into my eyes , u will see

what u mean to me

search ur heart , search ur soul

and when u find me there , u'll search no more

dont tell me it's not worth trying for

u cant tell me it's not worth dying for

u noe its true

everything i do , i do it for u

look into my heart , u will find

theres nothing theres to hide

so take me as i am , take my life

i would give it all , i would sacrifice

dont tell me it's not worth fighting for

i cant help it theres nothing i want more

u noe its true

evrything i do , i do it for u

theres no love , like ur love

and no other , could give more love

theres no where unless ur there

all the time , all the way

i would fight for u

i'd lie for u

walk the wire for u

i die for u!

U NOE ITS TRUE 

EVERYTHING I DO

I DO IT FOR U :)

The Reason Is You

im not a perfect person

there many thing i wish i didn't do

but i continue learning

i never meant to do those thing to you

and so i have to say before i go

that i just want you to know

i've found the reason for me

to change who i used to be

a reason to start over new

and the reason is you

im sorry that i hurt you

it's something i must live with everyday

and all the pain i put you through 

i wish that i could take it all away

and be the one who catches all your tears

thats why i need you to hear

i've found the reason for me

to change who i used to be 

a reason to start over new

and the reason is you

and the reason is you

im not a perfect person

i never meant to do those thing to you

and so i have to say before i go

that's i just want you to know

i've found the reason to show

a side of me you didn't know

a reason for all that i do

and the reason is you...

demam.

2hari yg lepas ak demam...

trok la jgk..

mate merah giler sebb berair..

tp ak lau demam mmg cmtu la..

mata berair,selsema + batok2..

tp hari ni ak ase ok skit sbb ak dh bpeluh..

ak basuh baju n jemur baju rini..

uat2 mcm2 kat umah ney bg kuar ploh..

ak dh xlarat nk demam sbnrnye..

bile ak demam,bnyk bnde ak xleh nk uat..stress ak..

tp tyme demam ney pn ade bestnye..

tyme ney la mama n ayah ak nk care at ak..

mama uat bubur..ayah bg ubat..

sgale keje umah,smue mama yg uat..

so ak rht.,..smlm ak tdo from 8mlm till diz afternoon..

so long rite..

ak dh xlarat nk tdo dh...

by da way,ak harap selsema + batok ney habis cpt2 la..

pnat dh...4 u guys,jgn isau,ak dh mam ubat dah...(wlpn xde yg isau)..

hukhuk... :(